Are girls blind?

Venus text messaged me today, wondering why I didn't talk to her when she saw me at the mall about a month ago. I told her that I didn't feel like talking to her, because I used to like her a lot, and she never seemed to feel the same way about me, and that I didn't find any point of talking to her once every month or two because it just made me depressed. She replied saying she couldn't believe what I said, that I knew her and her boyfriend had been on and off for the last four years, and that she always thought we were just friends.

How could she not have known I was in to her? I would go to lunch with her every day at work, we would take breaks together. I even came in on my day off and spent 8 hours talking to her while she was at work. I swear to god I'm going to be alone the rest of my life. I hate self-esteem.

Yay! Projekt Revolution!

Just got back from the Projekt Revolution Tour a couple hours ago. Had a great time. It was my first concert, and I bought pit tickets for me and a few friends. There was a bunch of bands and rap artists at the show, but I pretty much just went for Korn and Linkin Park, who were the last two bands playing. Korn was pretty good, and they didn't play too many new songs, which is a good thing, because I'm not too fond of their new album. Linkin Park was incredible though. Everyone got really hyped up when they finally came on stage. The only thing I didn't like was that people were starting mosh pits during songs like "Numb" and "Breaking the Habit", which really arn't moshing songs at all. The last song they played was "One Step Closer", and at the end, Jonathan Davis of Korn did the bridge from the Re-Animation version of the song, which was damn cool. I'll definately be buying tickets the next time they come to town.